TEoBB Chapter 3 - New Breed

Beta: Allison Cullen 

The Evolution of Breaking Bonds 

Chapter 3 

New Breed 

When I feel that I am no longer moving through the wind I open my eyes, only to see nothing but trees. It’s much colder here though, and the air feels different, smells different, which leads me to believe I am higher in elevation. It’s also almost daylight. My mind starts racing and my heart is right on my mind’s heels, unable to really focus I look around for some kind of cover because I am convinced that I am going to explode from the inside out.

God damn it! Why did I bite him? What the fuck was I thinking?

The sad truth is I wasn’t thinking. I know that. I haven’t really been thinking right since I left my Lost Lover and Old Family.

I need to get a god damn grip.

I spot a cave up the hill a little ways with an opening just wide enough for me to fit in. It’s the perfect place to hide, because if I do explode, it’s gonna be one hell of a light show. I stumble up the hill and squeeze into the cave. Its dark, it’s perfect. The building pressure in my body is so unyielding; it’s making me sick to my stomach. I am dizzy and then completely disoriented and the pressure begins to turn to pain. I double over against the cave wall trying to hold myself together, trying to keep myself from erupting. A part of me wants to let go, knowing that if I do I will feel better, another part isn’t sure I won’t bring the cave down with me if I do let go. I feel like I am trying to breathe under water, trying to climb my way out of mud.

I feel something warm on the back of my neck one second and the next I am flying through the air.

WHAT. THE. FUCK?

For half a second I think I let go and I combusted, but then I land almost at the entrance of the cave and the pain that used to be pressure is still growing. I feel every one of my senses kick online. I am not alone in this cave.

“Go away, you’re not welcome here.” I hear a deep voice echo, accompanied by a large shadow in the distance.

Seething pissed, I growl and take off in a sprint toward the shadow. I hit him with everything I am and I watch him fly back. The male stands up and looks at me as if I was not who he thought I was. I can’t control the rage now, the anger that he ignites inside me. His mouth moves like he is going to speak and I growl again, this time louder, with everything I have. I feel the earth move below me, and then I pounce on him, sending him backwards.

I can’t control the words that are coming out of my mouth and they come out as screams. “What the fuck is your damage? Why the fuck are you in here? What the fuck did I do to you?”

He kicks me in my stomach right where the pressure started to build. I’m airborne again and dematerialize only to materialize behind him as he was standing up from the ground.

“Madre de dios” [1] 

I grab the male by his neck and swing him around face first into the stone wall behind me. The sound of thunder and falling rocks echo through the cave. Then I toss him. He rights himself quickly and charges at me. I feel his warm hands reach my throat and I expand my aura, but he does not let go and it sends us both flying. We hit the cave floor and slide with our hands around each other’s necks. He growls and I hiss in his face. It feels so good to have strong hands on me, have a hard body underneath me.

He’s so warm.

I’m straddled over him just right; I know he can feel the sticky heat radiating from me, by the way I feel his cock begin to harden against me. Any rational part of my mind shuts off as my body begins to react on its own. He growls again, but this time his growl is lower and, sultry, and instead of growling or hissing I kiss him. The kiss is far from tender, and his kiss is just as hostile. Again he growls and it feels like a machine gun vibrating through me, causing my cunt to gush. From the way his fingers dig into my hips I know he can smell me and judging by how much harder his cock gets, I know he likes it.

Motherfuck!
I lift his back from the ground by his collar. I push his jacket from his shoulders and reach for his shirt but he traps my hands momentarily pulling my hoodie off. His head begins it’s descend to my bare skin but I am un-fucking-interested in anything but getting him naked and his dick inside me. I pull his shirt off hearing the fabric tear a little but that is not my problem. He curses and flips me onto my back pulling my pants down my legs. Although this entire exchange has taken mere seconds I am itching for the fucking to commence. I push him onto his back and pull his pants down just enough to free his cock, leaving them around the top of his thighs. I’m so fucking wet and he’s so fucking hard all I have to do is move my hips slightly and he slides deep inside me, my wet cunt covering him from the head of his dick to his balls.

Holy fuck. 

We both moan loudly. He feels so good. I start bouncing up and down on his swollen cock. I feel my aura seep out around us and the pain I was feeling is already starting to subside within me. The male flips me onto my back and then lifts us from the cold cave floor. I let out a growl in protest and he pushes me against the cave wall and plunges his dick back inside me. Each time he pushes I can feel the wall cut the skin on my back, only adding to build of my climax. He turns his face away from me as his thrusts pick up, our bodies slapping where our skin meets, growing louder and louder as his pace became more ferocious.

I can feel blood start to ooze down my back from the rocks in the walls cutting me. I dig my nails into his shoulders, and the male’s body tenses and he begins to scream. His intensity sends me spiraling into a mad fucking orgasm and I come all over his dick. He comes right behind me, bucking his hips harder into my pussy. I come again and all that pressure and pain I was feeling when I crawled into this cave is gone. I am free.

The male falls to the ground with me in his arms and my legs still wrapped around his hips. We are both shaking, both panting.

“Que diablos es eso?” [2]

I have no clue what the hell he’s saying and I really don’t care. All I know is this man gave me a much needed release. Fuck, what would this cost me though? How far is this going to set me back?

That was so wrong. What have I done? Oh god, I’m so sorry.

I feel the pull of my Lost Lover and I start to cry, because I feel as if I have just crossed some kind of boundary.

“I’m so sorry.” I stand up and walk over to my clothes and begin to get dressed.

“For?”

“I fucking attacked you and then used you to make myself feel better. God damn it, I am sorry, I shouldn’t have fought with you and I shouldn’t have fucked you. I could have killed you, all because I’m going through some shit right now and my head is fucked.”

God damn it, I could have. What the hell is wrong with me?

“No. I attacked you and I’m sorry. My mind isn’t right these days.” He admitted.

I look up at the male and look into his eyes. He wasn’t right; his mind was somewhere else. I see these intricate marks on a big portion of his body and I watch them change colors. I know they mean something; much like mine did at one time. He is a beautiful male, dark olive skin, topaz eyes. His face is scarred, but it does not make him less attractive, it actually makes him more attractive, it shows off his strength, that he has survived something horrific.

“What are you?” He asks me. It dawns on me then, that he is not a human male. He is unlike anything I have ever come across and no doubt he thinks the same about me.

“I should be asking you the same thing.” I say then I walk over to him and hold out my hand to help him off the cave floor.

“You can see in the dark? See me?” he inquired further and then he accepts my hand.

I only nod.

“Why did you come in here?”

I can’t really answer the question so I tell him, “I ate something bad, I was in pain, I needed a place to rest.”

“But you’re not anymore?”

“No.”

“What did you eat?”

I help him with his shirt because I need to wipe his memories and get the hell out of here. When he was dressed I put one palm on either side if his face and press my head to his. I let my aura surge and cover us both.

“Eres un angel?” [3]

I am not sure what he said but I did understand the word angel and that only put one image in my head. My Lost Lover. Thinking of him, still feeling his pull on top of what I just did. I can’t stop myself from tearing up. I blink to clear my eyes and I feel a tear make its way down my cheek.

The male’s breath hitches and he raises his hand and wipes away my tear. “No lloras, Angelito. No has echo nada mal.” [4]

I can tell by the sound in his voice his words are meant to sooth me in some way. I think it’s a really nice gesture, and a huge change from what I walked into when I entered the cave. I can tell he is a worthy male, going through his own torment, his own hell on earth. I search his mind and I see images of his torment. A past lover. I see blood crazed vampires which were no doubt what I had encountered earlier, what I had fed from, which had led me here, to him. I see brotherhood, legions, family and bonds. A whole new world. I see green and gold eyes, I see a new love, and I see her call him by his name.

“Rio, we’ll see each other again. You got someone special coming for you. Your pain is coming to its end.” I whisper in his ear. I kiss his cheek and quickly riffle through his memories of me; wiping everything that happened from the time I entered the cave, and then dematerialize away.

I take form not too far outside the cave. I can’t believe what I saw in his eyes, in his mind. A new breed. I feel the pull of my Lost Lover grow inside me and now I feel horrible, guilty. I almost can’t stay upright because of the pull and the guilt. I really want to give into my emotions, but what’s done is done and I have something new now to keep me occupied, the new breed, the new world, the rouges.

I close my eyes and with direction for the first time in a long time I head back to Boston.


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mother of god[1]
What the hell was that?[2]
Are you an angel?[3] 
Don’t cry angel you have done nothing wrong.[4]